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[misfitted]

I know a lot about death, but it's not just because of how many people I loved that died before I came here.

It's also because I died. Twice.

And sometimes it's felt weird that I'm still here.

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[descendent.livejournal.com]

We may just have to give it time.

It's not easy, but we can also ask around, as long as we're careful about who we ask.

It's still good to know, Jer. I wouldn't want you feeling this way forever. [And then a pause, almost as if coming to a realization.] I think I like it, too.

[misfitted]

I don't think I will. I don't know. Martha wrote me too, and she said she'll help how ever she can.

And it's helped talking to other people who've died that replied. Just yeah.

Hey, good. I want you to like this place too. It's home now. You've been able to have fun here. :)

[descendent.livejournal.com]

She did? That's good. She has a lot of experience with this. I'll talk to her, too.

I don't know what you're going through, but I'm still here if you ever want to talk more about it.

I do like it. It grew on me. Just took its time, that's all. :)

[misfitted]

Yeah, she did. She said she's had experience with it too.

Thanks. I know you are. I promise it's okay for the most part other than the weird feeling sometimes.

Think that's Chicago's thing. Growing on you.

[descendent.livejournal.com]

That doesn't surprise me. [And it hurts to know why Martha would understand it, too. So many of them have been through so much.]

I'm going to worry regardless and I'm going to be there checking in on you. You got it? [:|]

It's one of its many things, I think.