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[misfitted]

I know a lot about death, but it's not just because of how many people I loved that died before I came here.

It's also because I died. Twice.

And sometimes it's felt weird that I'm still here.

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[allthesigns.livejournal.com]

Okay.

I was worried. I just found out that you died twice. It's not that it's weird. That's not the word. I don't know what the word is but that's not the word.

It'd be a really big adjustment for the one time but it happened twice, so that's. [BRAIN BREAKING FOR AN ANGEL OF DEATH .-.]

It's okay if it's weird. If it still feels weird. You're allowed to feel however you want to feel. I just want you to be okay, that's all.

[misfitted]

Yeah, I know.

That's what I was worried about.

I was worried that it'd be hard because of the type of angel you are. I didn't know if you


Okay. Thanks. I don't know. It's weird sometimes, but I'm happy to be here and I'm happy I'm alive. I'm okay, Sarah. It happened before I fell through the Rift, and other than the weird feelings sometimes, I'm okay.

[allthesigns.livejournal.com]

I was talking about you. The big adjustment and how hard it would be to come back from that not only once, but twice.

I meant you.

I don't have to understand it, however it happened. Your world is different from my world. Even if it had happened here, I wouldn't have to understand it.

I'm happy you're alive too, and that's all I need to know.

The weird feeling, I don't know that I can help with it, but I'm here.

[misfitted]

Oh. Yeah, it was. I don't know. There's always so much going on that there's not time to adjust, and the first time was easier I think because of how I came back.

I just didn't know like if it was weird for you because of your connection with death to just

that I even am


I'm alive.


Thank you. I know you are, and I know I can talk to you better than I can to anyone else.

[allthesigns.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it's like you don't have time to catch your breath before the next thing knocks you over. You can... come back differently?

It's

I'd never heard of anything like that happening before but I would never feel weird about something like that.

I don't know how that would be possible.

You're welcome. Anytime. I mean that.

[misfitted]

Yeah, the first time was from the ring that I told you about. The one I still have, and the second time, it was a spell.


I didn't think that you would feel weird about it. Just I know sometimes you feel things because of the angel that


I know. If there's anything I know, I know that, Sarah. It means more to me than you'll know.